Udlagt: Digtsamlingen er hendes fest, hvor hun derfor har lov til at græde, hvis det er det, hun skal og ikke kan lade være med (så vel som at le)
- nu er hun gået fra festen, og det er os, der græder
Pia fortale mig, da jeg skrev et værkportræt af samlingen og forlangte forklaringer på samtlige takkede navne nævnt i en stor sværm til sidst, at Søren Ulrik Thomsen blev takket, fordi han til hendes fødselsdag, da hun grædende (af bevægelse) flygtede ind på et værelse, havde råbt: It's my party and I cry if I want to !
Jeg kender bedst og og er utrolig glad for Bryan Ferry's version på These Foolish Things, som jeg spillede højt på repeat da jeg skrev nekrolog - færgen Brian blev 75 forleden, hvilket Pia skulle være blevet meget meget mere end, hvis der var nogen retfærdighed til, hvilket der tydeligvis ikke er
Info om nummeret fra Wikipedia:
"It's My Party" was credited to John Gluck, Wally Gold and Herb Weiner, staff writers at the Aaron Schroeder
Music firm in 1962. The lyrics were actually written by Seymour
Gottlieb, a freelance songwriter. He gave the lyrics to Herb Weiner,
with whom he partnered in writing songs, to peddle. It was based on
actual events relating to Gottlieb's daughter Judy's ‘Sweet 16’ party,
before which she cried over the prospect of her grandparents being
invited.
"It's My Party" was credited to John Gluck, Wally Gold and Herb Weiner, staff writers at the Aaron Schroeder
Music firm in 1962. The lyrics were actually written by Seymour
Gottlieb, a freelance songwriter. He gave the lyrics to Herb Weiner,
with whom he partnered in writing songs, to peddle. It was based on
actual events relating to Gottlieb's daughter Judy's ‘Sweet 16’ party,
before which she cried over the prospect of her grandparents being
invited.
Because of the pop cultural obsession with the song and its tragic nature, Gore recorded a sequel, "Judy's Turn to Cry".
In this song, the teenage girl narrator gets her revenge on Judy. In
the lyrics the narrator explicitly finds "foolish" how much she cried
when she saw Johnny and Judy together, and seems determined to start
anew. But after she kisses another boy at another party, Johnny gets
jealous, punches the other boy and returns to her. Following just two months on the heels of "It's My Party," the sequel reached number five on the charts.
Tekst:
It's my party, and I'll cry if I want to Cry if I want to, cry if I want to You would cry too if it happened to you
Nobody knows where my Johnny has gone But Judy left the same time Why was he holding her hand When he's supposed to be mine?
It's my party, and I'll cry if I want to Cry if I want to, cry if I want to You would cry too if it happened to you
Play all my records, keep dancing all night But leave me alone for awhile 'Til Johnny's dancing with me I've got no reason to smile
It's my party, and I'll cry if I want to Cry if I want to, cry if I want to You would cry too if it happened to you
(første motto optræder i Himmel kærlighed frihed, 1982 - derpå er de fleste rene samlinger udstyret med et motto (en enkelt med flere))
Når det regner,
får man fregner.
Når det sner,
får man fler.
Waste, limit & mortality.
These are the powers.
- Charles Olson
And death shall have no dominion
- Dylan Thomas
Inte drömmer man när man är vaken och inte hör man det som inte talar. Det som inte finns kan man inte se. Vad är det då som man hör och ser?
- Dan Andersson
Aus Morgenluft gewebt und Sonneklarheit,
Der Dichtung Schleier aus der Hand der Warheit
- Goethe
I wanna be a paperback writer
- The Beatles
sans travail le vaisseau de la vie
humaine n'a point de lest
- Stendhal
I will sing of the white birds
In the blue waters of heaven,
The clouds that are spray to its sea
- Ezra Pound
And afterwards.
Now that is all.
- Gertrude Stein
Gal, du skingre gøg, i birken, gal i klare klange, gulbryst!
- Kalevala 2:274
Fangen havde brækket spidsen af drypstenen, og ovenpå den stump der stod tilbage havde han anbragt en sten, som han havde hulet en fordybning i. På den måde kunne han opsamle de kostbare dråber, der faldt med et urværks ensformige regelmæssighed hvert tredje minut - en dessertskefuld i døgnet. De dråber faldt, da Rom blev grundlagt, da Kristus blev korsfæstet, da Vilhelm Erobreren oprettede det britiske rige, da Columbus sejlede, da slaget ved Lexington i den amerikanske borgerkrig var en nyhed. de falder stadig, de vil stadig falde, når alle disse ting er sunket ned i historiens tusmørke og opslugt af glemselens sorte nat. Måske er der en mening med alle ting. Måske faldt disse dråber tålmodigt fem tusind år for dette usle menneskekrybs skyld, og måske har de en ny vigtig opgave at løse om ti tusind år.
- Mark Twain: Toms eventyr
Vinden hoster med flåede lunger ...
- Pennti Saarikoski: Shakespeare
My heart beats so it scares me to death
- Elvis
that time allows
In all his tuneful turning so few and such morning songs
- Dylan Thomas
After the first death, there is no other
- Dylan Thomas
Straight, No Chaser!
- T. Monk
jag skrattar alla dar
- Gunnar Björling
Jeg har altid helst villet bo
i et elfenbenstårn. Men
en stormflod af lort hamrer mod murene,
så de smuldrer.
- Flaubert til Turgenjev
C'etaient de belles journées
- Beckett
Fuck these killers of the world's heart
- Kerouac
Le feuille de papier blanc,
c'est ma pierre tombale
- Céline
Indicate precisely what you mean to say
- Paul McCartney
im Winde klirren die Fahnen
- Hölderlin
Den brede himmel uden stjerner skygger mig hjem
- John Berryman
He passed through grass where flowers hung like stars
and drove before him showers of budgerigars
- Roland Robinson
Jeg ler ved foden af trappen
Foran den vidt åbne dør
I den splittede sol
- Reverdy
How small the furniture of bliss
- Emily Dickinson
Og blomen som slær ud i eldraug lengsle
er han ein draum frå fyrste celle?
Det enlige (for ikke at sige ensomme) motto til Pia Juuls nyklassiker sagde jeg, siger jeg er noteret således:
It's my party and I cry if I want to
Lesley Gore
(og hvor er det, Juul fortæller, at Søren Ulrik Thomsen råbte linjen til hende, da hun blev overvældet af sin egen fødselsdag og tog flugten, eller noget lignende anekdotisk - jeg har higet og søgt???)
Gore er netop død, 68 år gammel, og i går mindede Juul hende på Facebook med et nekrolog-link* og en YouTube-video med den fantastiske sang (som jeg første gang hørte i Bryan Ferrys fortolkning, som derfor helt urimeligt forbliver den originale udgave for mig).
* Singer-songwriter Lesley Gore, who topped the charts in 1963 at age 16
with her epic song of teenage angst, "It's My Party," and followed it up
with the hits "Judy's Turn to Cry," and the feminist anthem "You Don't
Own Me," died Monday. She was 68.
Gore, a nonsmoker, died of lung cancer at New York-Presbyterian Hospital in Manhattan, according to her partner of 33 years, Lois Sasson.
"She was a wonderful human being — caring, giving, a great feminist,
great woman, great human being, great humanitarian," Sasson, a jewelry
designer, told The Associated Press.
Brooklyn-born and New Jersey-raised, Gore was discovered by Quincy Jones as a teenager and signed to Mercury Records. She graduated from Sarah Lawrence College with a degree in English/American literature.
Gore's other hits include "She's A Fool," ''Sunshine, Lollipops and Rainbows," which Marvin Hamlisch
co-wrote, "That's the Way Boys Are" and "Maybe I Know." She co-wrote
with her brother, Michael, the Academy Award-nominated "Out Here On My
Own" from the film "Fame."
She sang at the 1964 T.A.M.I. Show in Santa Monica, California, alongside future Rock and Roll Hall of Famers like James Brown and the Rolling Stones. Gore also played Catwoman's sidekick in the cult TV comedy "Batman."
"She was a serious artist that was way ahead of her time," said Ronnie
Spector in a statement. "She had a certain sound. But you want to be
able to do new things too, and it can be hard on an artist that is so
identified with a specific sound. Although she wasn't in a girl group,
Lesley was definitely a huge part of that era. But she continued to be
creative, and kept looking ahead, and that's how I will remember her."
In a Facebook post, songwriter Neil Sedaka, who attended Gore's Sweet 16
birthday party, shared his thoughts: "She was a great person and a
phenomenal talent, who had opened for me on many occasions. She recorded
a few of my songs ("Magic Colors" and "Summer Symphony") and was a
great songwriter in her own right. I'm glad I had the chance of knowing
her."
In the 1990s, Gore co-wrote "My Secret Love" for Allison Anders' film
"Grace of My Heart," released in 1996. A couple of years later, she
appeared in "Smokey Joe's Cafe" on Broadway. Gore had been working on a
stage version of her life with playwright Mark Hampton when she died.
In 2005, she released "Ever Since," her first album in 30 years, but was
sure to revisit older hits in front of fans. "If I've learned anything
in this business," she told The New York Times that year, "how stupid
would it be not to do 'It's My Party' when people come to hear it?"
She officially came out to the public when she hosted several episodes
of the PBS series, "In The Life," which dealt with gay and lesbian
issues.
During the 2012 presidential campaign, Gore turned "You Don't Own Me"
into an online video public service announcement demanding reproductive
rights which starred Lena Dunham and Tavi Gevinson, among others
In the last few years, she performed at Feinstein's at the Loews Regency
in New York and, along with Spector and LaLa Brooks, headlined the
"She's Got the Power" concert outdoors at Lincoln Center in 2012.
In addition to Sasson, Gore is survived by her brother and mother,
Ronny. Services will be held on Thursday at the Frank E. Campbell
funeral home on Madison Avenue.
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